no offense but i just…. want silence
everything is too loud and too much
it’s about 2:00am and i’ve been trying to fall asleep for the last 4 hours or so, which has turned into compulsively running those never-ending “if I fall asleep now I can get x amount of sleep” calculations and formulating strategies for surviving a 5 hour latin class tomorrow when mostly what I want to do is lie facedown on a beach and wait for the tide to carry my body out into the ocean and just float there until I dissolve into my composite molecules and become a blue whale or some kind of phosphorescent plankton
anyway I keep thinking about that one scene in star wars where they’re breaking leia out of the death star brig and han solo is trying to buy them more time by bluffing the storm troopers over the communications station. he says something like, “everything is fine here, we’re all fine here, now, thank you. how are you?” then he winces like he knows it’s not going to work, and shoots the console.
if you asked me to guess which character from this scene I would relate to most, my immediate instinct would obviously be the monster that lives in the trash compactor, but right now at 2:00am I keep hearing harrison ford’s voice say “we’re all fine here, now, thank you,” and picturing that wince when he knows his bluff isn’t going to work, and I’m wondering if I need to change my answer. my upstairs neighbor has been pacing for about 45 minutes. I can hear him talking on the phone. if I fall asleep right now I’ll get 4 hours and 17 minutes of sleep, which is plenty, and latin will be fine, even if it’s not the atlantic ocean or even the pacific, even if it’s 5 hours long and all I want to do is lie down for a while and rest.
Blurry flowers + puff ball. Today I went walking around the upper east side in search of flowers & cacti
being comfortable in your own skin is a process, feeling like you’re enough, like you’re beautiful irregardless of the way society defines beauty. it takes time to radiate that level of self confidence. it doesn’t really happen overnight especially when you’re trying to claw your way out of the pit of all your insecurities. so I’m proud of you. I don’t care if it took you 6 months or 5 years or even more than that to start believing in yourself. you’re a warrior. a beautiful, beautiful warrior who grew into this person who is so full of light and love and knows their worth.
Don’t move out of the way for men who walk towards you on the foot path. Stare back at men who think it’s ok to look at you like an object.
I want to know what reactions society has taught these men to deem acceptable. I’m fucking over it.
honestly birthdays were so easy when i was younger like i just wanted toys and stuff like that but now? my parents r like “wht do u want” and im just like??? some self esteem?? emotional stability?? a hobby??
Anonymous thoughts on love
Vulnerability didn’t need to be uncovered. This was beautiful.
Every minute and every hour
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you moregood grief // bastille
reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.
THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.
The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.
AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.
THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.
YOOOOOOO
I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS
LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL
IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS
holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.
I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT
SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP
WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????
ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE
THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.
GUYS.
HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER
20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.
GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.
I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.
OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG
i really hope my wish comes true
my last two wishes came true, one more couldn’t hurt
SO I WISHED FOR AN IMAC THE LAST TIME I DID THIS AND A WEEK LATER MY MOM SURPRISED ME WITH AN IMAC. HONESTLY SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WANTED ONE, I DIDNT TELL ANYONE, IT WAS AN EARLY XMAS PRESENT. Wow this works
This is AMAZING i wished that I would get into South Korea and I did !!!!!!!!